From Zero...
My Lastminute.com strategy really gives me lots of trouble this time...have been
fighting for every second since last week. I'm not saying I've started feeling
tired. the new schedule perfectly works for me anyway. but working damn hard
just for the dissertation,wothy??? worthy!!!  surely I love my dear
dissertation truly, madly and deeply (haha... you bet). but this working
routine totally degrades me to an unicellular animal with no heart or souls
whatsover... 
where is the normal me?
Yet, tonight there is a little wakening anyway with my returning heartbeats (it was
actually racing as fast as having a heart attack). I was literally
about to corrupt when heard that I might miss a part of the dissertation! an
misunderstanding, eventually found out... and the little episode grants me a
clearer mind for the whole structure 
well... I still want my life back
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