From Zero...

My Lastminute.com strategy really gives me lots of trouble this time...have been

fighting for every second since last week. I'm not saying I've started feeling

tired. the new schedule perfectly works for me anyway. but working damn hard

just for the dissertation,wothy??? worthy!!! surely I love my dear

dissertation truly, madly and deeply (haha... you bet). but this working

routine totally degrades me to an unicellular animal with no heart or souls

whatsover...

where is the normal me?

Yet, tonight there is a little wakening anyway with my returning heartbeats (it was

actually racing as fast as having a heart attack). I was literally

about to corrupt when heard that I might miss a part of the dissertation! an

misunderstanding, eventually found out... and the little episode grants me a

clearer mind for the whole structure

well... I still want my life back