vivakiwi's Xangahttp://vivakiwi.xanga.com/Latest Xanga weblog from vivakiwien-us60The Weblog Communityhttp://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gifhttp://vivakiwi.xanga.com/Saturday, August 26, 2006http://vivakiwi.xanga.com/523122049/item/http://vivakiwi.xanga.com/523122049/item/Sat, 26 Aug 2006 18:54:49 GMT<OBJECT height=350 width=425><PARAM NAME="movie" VALUE="http://www.youtube.com/v/aubEqTbqFgQ"> <embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/aubEqTbqFgQ" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="350"></embed></OBJECT>&nbsp;<STRONG><FONT color=#0000bf size=4>I got&nbsp;90% of da&nbsp;symptoms...</FONT></STRONG>http://vivakiwi.xanga.com/523122049/item/#firstcommentSaturday, August 26, 2006http://vivakiwi.xanga.com/522976651/item/http://vivakiwi.xanga.com/522976651/item/Sat, 26 Aug 2006 10:39:29 GMT<OBJECT height=350 width=425><PARAM NAME="movie" VALUE="http://www.youtube.com/v/VbIkCht_uYo"> <embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/VbIkCht_uYo" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="350"></embed></OBJECT>http://vivakiwi.xanga.com/522976651/item/#firstcommentThursday, August 24, 2006http://vivakiwi.xanga.com/522517630/item/http://vivakiwi.xanga.com/522517630/item/Thu, 24 Aug 2006 21:59:27 GMT<P align=center><STRONG><FONT color=#c2c2c2></FONT></STRONG>&nbsp;</P> <P align=center><STRONG><FONT size=5><FONT color=#c2c2c2>From</FONT> <FONT color=#ff0080>Z</FONT><FONT color=#008080>e</FONT><FONT color=#080838>r</FONT><FONT color=#00bf00>o</FONT>...</FONT></STRONG></P> <P align=center><FONT color=#0000bf><STRONG>My Lastminute.com strategy really gives me lots of trouble this time...</STRONG><STRONG>have been </STRONG></FONT></P> <P align=center><FONT color=#0000bf><STRONG>fighting for every second since last week. I'm not saying I've started </STRONG><STRONG>feeling </STRONG></FONT></P> <P align=center><FONT color=#0000bf><STRONG>tired. the new schedule perfectly works for me anyway. but working damn </STRONG><STRONG>hard </STRONG></FONT></P> <P align=center><STRONG><FONT color=#0000bf>just for the dissertation,</FONT><FONT size=5><FONT color=#ff0080><FONT color=#ff80bf>wothy???<A href="http://xe1.xanga.com/afe85b270971874221360/b20571239.jpg" target=xangaphoto><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; WIDTH: 19px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" alt="" src="http://xe1.xanga.com/afe85b270971874221360/z20571239.jpg"></A></FONT> </FONT><FONT color=#bf0060>worthy!!!</FONT></FONT> <A href="http://x77.xanga.com/54ea4b527063074221379/b50061424.png" target=xangaphoto><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; WIDTH: 19px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" alt="" src="http://x77.xanga.com/54ea4b527063074221379/z50061424.png"></A><FONT color=#0000bf>surely I love my dear </FONT></STRONG><STRONG></STRONG></P> <P align=center><STRONG><FONT color=#0000bf>dissertation truly, madly and deeply </FONT><FONT size=5><FONT color=#ffff00>(haha... you bet).</FONT></FONT> <FONT color=#0000bf>but this working </FONT></STRONG></P> <P align=center><FONT color=#0000bf><STRONG>routine </STRONG><STRONG>totally degrades me to an unicellular animal with no heart or souls </STRONG></FONT></P> <P align=center><STRONG><FONT color=#0000bf>whatsover... <A href="http://xda.xanga.com/d4c10243d573174221442/b3272970.jpg" target=xangaphoto><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; WIDTH: 19px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" alt="" src="http://xda.xanga.com/d4c10243d573174221442/z3272970.jpg"></A></FONT></STRONG></P> <P align=center><STRONG><FONT color=#804000 size=5>where is the normal me?</FONT></STRONG></P> <P align=center><FONT color=#0000bf><STRONG>Yet, tonight there is a little wakening anyway with my returning heartbeats (it was </STRONG><STRONG></STRONG></FONT></P> <P align=center><STRONG><FONT color=#0000bf>actually</FONT> <FONT color=#00bfbf size=5>racing as</FONT> <FONT color=#0000bf>fast as having</FONT> <FONT size=5><FONT color=#ff0000>a </FONT><FONT color=#ff0000>heart attack</FONT></FONT>). <FONT color=#0000bf>I was literally </FONT></STRONG></P> <P align=center><FONT color=#0000bf><STRONG>about to corrupt </STRONG><STRONG>when heard that I might miss a part of the dissertation! an </STRONG></FONT></P> <P align=center><FONT color=#0000bf><STRONG>misunderstanding, </STRONG><STRONG>eventually found out... and the little episode grants me a </STRONG></FONT></P> <P align=center><FONT color=#0000bf><STRONG>clearer mind for the </STRONG><STRONG>whole structure <A href="http://x68.xanga.com/72ad06746113374221535/b45075769.png" target=xangaphoto><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; WIDTH: 19px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" alt="" src="http://x68.xanga.com/72ad06746113374221535/z45075769.png"></A></STRONG></FONT></P> <P align=center><STRONG><FONT color=#004080 size=5>well... I still want my life back</FONT></STRONG></P> <P align=center>&nbsp;</P>http://vivakiwi.xanga.com/522517630/item/#firstcommentSunday, August 20, 2006http://vivakiwi.xanga.com/520923087/item/http://vivakiwi.xanga.com/520923087/item/Sun, 20 Aug 2006 02:42:45 GMT<P>&nbsp;</P> <P><FONT color=#ff0080><FONT size=5><STRONG>message received at 4:06am,&nbsp;so sweet...</STRONG></FONT> <STRONG>ºÃ¹íËÀ¸Ð„Ó°¡Ë¥¹í<A href="http://xda.xanga.com/055117527903073382552/b4430637.png" target=xangaphoto><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; WIDTH: 19px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" alt="" src="http://xda.xanga.com/055117527903073382552/z4430637.png"></A></STRONG></FONT></P> <P align=center><FONT color=#000080><STRONG>thx honey &amp; I really appreciate it. &nbsp;I believe our friendship would be unbreakable in the future. Sorry being witchy again dis time&nbsp;but Ive decided to post my response here to&nbsp;show how much I treasure you &amp;&nbsp;how&nbsp;important you mean to me as my dearest friend </STRONG></FONT><A href="http://xd2.xanga.com/f93124063163273376870/b3588637.jpg" target=xangaphoto><FONT color=#000080><STRONG><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; WIDTH: 19px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" alt="" src="http://xd2.xanga.com/f93124063163273376870/z3588637.jpg"></STRONG></FONT></A><FONT color=#000080><STRONG>&nbsp;</STRONG></FONT></P> <P align=center><STRONG><FONT color=#ff0080 size=5>I wanna keep dis mo till my heart stops beating...</FONT></STRONG></P> <P align=center><STRONG><FONT size=5><FONT color=#6000bf>Lets get through this hardest time together &amp; keep fighting&nbsp;like theres no tmrw!!! </FONT><A href="http://x67.xanga.com/ed7a9a731153573378904/b49446874.jpg" target=xangaphoto><FONT color=#6000bf><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; WIDTH: 19px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" alt="" src="http://x67.xanga.com/ed7a9a731153573378904/z49446874.jpg"></FONT></A></FONT></STRONG></P> <P align=center>&nbsp;<FONT color=#ff8000><STRONG>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</STRONG></FONT></P>http://vivakiwi.xanga.com/520923087/item/#firstcomment